To look within and ask God or Holy Spirit to help me see within, and then release what is within, letting that fullness overflow out into the world, touch every heart, including my own, heal everyone I see, see the Vision of Love, of Light, of Christ, every moment, feel it deeply, and be still, and smile, and laugh, and hug, kiss, caress, cuddle, and yet, always, see that Love is beyond the form it takes.

I marry  you because
you're the easiest person to love in my life
I love you because
it's so much easier for me to see the Beauty in you than to see the Beauty in others, even though I understand that we're all equally beautiful.
And I am marrying you because I have so much love to give, so much love,
and it's just nice to have someone to give that love to on a regular basis, someone who could understand this love and receive it fully, completely, totally. It's nice to have that much focus.
But you're not the only person I love in my life. You're not my one and only true love. I have many Loves in my life. I love my family, my friends, my neighbors, my coworkers, trees, cats, dogs, flowers, roses,......and yet, not everybody can receive as much as love from me as you can.....for now, and for the foreseable future, you're the one person who can receive the most love from me,
and I understand, fully, that every moment is eternity, every moment is forever, and to love you until the end of time actually means to love you until we both experience the holy instant and time itself is obliterated, and all that exists is Love, Peace, Joy. And so, I promise to love you until the end of time, to guide you through and beyond that experience, that ecstasy that is beyond words.

She is the light in my eyes...

A bird lands on her fingertips...

She is the sweetness in my heart

Water floats underneath her body...

She is the drops in my tears.....

Wind rustles her hair.....

She is the smile in my cute face....

The honey in the air plays her lips....

She is the ecstasy of my Being.....

Pleasure is felt as I touch her.....

She is the knowing that I am Everything, that I have Everything

Fullness is felt as the I AM moves into her, into me, as Us.

IN THE OCEAN OF LIGHT, WE FLY.

IN THE STARDUSTS OF LOVE, WE RELAX.

See everyone, feel everyone, as they really are.

Read this blog I wrote:

http://iloveyou.gaia.com/blog/2008/9/the_simplest_most_effective_prayer_i_have_ever_known

Tonight, I remember a friend of mine lamenting one night: "I wish God gave us men with both a penis AND a pussy. Then we would not need women so much. Why didn't God do this? It is so unfair." This was years ago. I laughed at the time.

But now the Holy Spirit reminds me of this incident, and of the process through which I had my amazing direct experience of Truth at a retreat many months ago. At that moment in time, I not only had a penis, I did indeed have a pussy also. I had EVERYTHING. I WAS Everything. And because I knew, so totally, so clearly, that I AM EVERYTHING, I loved everything. I loved everyone to pieces. I did not really need anyone or anything - not one single bit - not even food and sleep. I just loved and loved and loved.

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My life changed when I looked up at a woman on stage who said, "I am not a sensual woman. I AM SENSUALITY." I looked at her - the way she smiled - oh so beautiful! The way her face glowed. The way her body moved. The way she talked, the sound of her voice, so soft, so sweet, so seductive. And I knew. Indeed, she was not a sensual woman. SHE WAS, SHE IS SENSUALITY.

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I am under water, there is a light. And there is a naked woman. She smiles at me. We swim toward each other. We wrap our legs around each other. I kiss her forehead. I kiss her cheeks. I kiss her neck. I kiss the back of her neck. She smiles so cutely. I kiss her lips.

I caress her arms. I hug her deeply. I hold her hands and caress them. I kiss her stomach. I kiss her arms. My pinky fingers touch the area between her neck and breasts. I kiss her forehead. I lightly touch her breasts and go back to caressing the back of her neck. Oh it feels so much better when I say "boobies!". I blow air around her nipples. I look into her eyes and smile at her. Her eyes shine a beautiful glow. I look her over. Her whole being is so radiant. I touch her nipples. I kiss her.....boobies. I kiss her nipples.

I caress her thighs, her knees, ankles, toes, feet, and the area between her toes. She laughs such a beautiful, joyful laugh. She kisses my cheeks, neck, ears, forehead, the top of my head, my lips,......she caresses my nipples.....oh that feels soooooooo good! I can physically feel all this even though this is just a vision....

Finally, my penis goes inside her pussy, and there is this explosion, this expansion, this hugeness, it's so big I don't really know how to describe it. I call it love. And I am no more. Yet I am.

The proof, once and for all, that time is an illusion.
But I don't really want to blog about it right now.

I write poetry. I kiss, cuddle, hug and caress.

not the "I love you because you love me."
nor the "I love you because I want you to love me"
nor the "I love you because you are nice to me"
nor the "I love you because I want something from you or because you give me some things."

No, Love is the "I love you just because."
"I love you for no reason."

True love is a fullness that overflows and extends to all of creation.