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October 2009 
Truth, Love and Sex: How I had my Direct Experience of Truth
Posted on Nov 12th, 2008
by 
Kundan
Kundan
Tonight, I remember a friend of mine lamenting one night: "I wish God gave us men with both a penis AND a pussy. Then we would not need women so much. Why didn't God do this? It is so unfair." This was years ago. I laughed at the time.
But now the Holy Spirit reminds me of this incident, and of the process through which I had my amazing direct experience of Truth at a retreat many months ago. At that moment in time, I not only had a penis, I did indeed have a pussy also. I had EVERYTHING. I WAS Everything. And because I knew, so totally, so clearly, that I AM EVERYTHING, I loved everything. I loved everyone to pieces. I did not really need anyone or anything - not one single bit - not even food and sleep. I just loved and loved and loved.
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My life changed when I looked up at a woman on stage who said, "I am not a sensual woman. I AM SENSUALITY." I looked at her - the way she smiled - oh so beautiful! The way her face glowed. The way her body moved. The way she talked, the sound of her voice, so soft, so sweet, so seductive. And I knew. Indeed, she was not a sensual woman. SHE WAS, SHE IS SENSUALITY.
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I am under water, there is a light. And there is a naked woman. She smiles at me. We swim toward each other. We wrap our legs around each other. I kiss her forehead. I kiss her cheeks. I kiss her neck. I kiss the back of her neck. She smiles so cutely. I kiss her lips.
I caress her arms. I hug her deeply. I hold her hands and caress them. I kiss her stomach. I kiss her arms. My pinky fingers touch the area between her neck and breasts. I kiss her forehead. I lightly touch her breasts and go back to caressing the back of her neck. Oh it feels so much better when I say "boobies!". I blow air around her nipples. I look into her eyes and smile at her. Her eyes shine a beautiful glow. I look her over. Her whole being is so radiant. I touch her nipples. I kiss her.....boobies. I kiss her nipples.
I caress her thighs, her knees, ankles, toes, feet, and the area between her toes. She laughs such a beautiful, joyful laugh. She kisses my cheeks, neck, ears, forehead, the top of my head, my lips,......she caresses my nipples.....oh that feels soooooooo good! I can physically feel all this even though this is just a vision....
Finally, my penis goes inside her pussy, and there is this explosion, this expansion, this hugeness, it's so big I don't really know how to describe it. I call it love. And I am no more. Yet I am.
But now the Holy Spirit reminds me of this incident, and of the process through which I had my amazing direct experience of Truth at a retreat many months ago. At that moment in time, I not only had a penis, I did indeed have a pussy also. I had EVERYTHING. I WAS Everything. And because I knew, so totally, so clearly, that I AM EVERYTHING, I loved everything. I loved everyone to pieces. I did not really need anyone or anything - not one single bit - not even food and sleep. I just loved and loved and loved.
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My life changed when I looked up at a woman on stage who said, "I am not a sensual woman. I AM SENSUALITY." I looked at her - the way she smiled - oh so beautiful! The way her face glowed. The way her body moved. The way she talked, the sound of her voice, so soft, so sweet, so seductive. And I knew. Indeed, she was not a sensual woman. SHE WAS, SHE IS SENSUALITY.
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I am under water, there is a light. And there is a naked woman. She smiles at me. We swim toward each other. We wrap our legs around each other. I kiss her forehead. I kiss her cheeks. I kiss her neck. I kiss the back of her neck. She smiles so cutely. I kiss her lips.
I caress her arms. I hug her deeply. I hold her hands and caress them. I kiss her stomach. I kiss her arms. My pinky fingers touch the area between her neck and breasts. I kiss her forehead. I lightly touch her breasts and go back to caressing the back of her neck. Oh it feels so much better when I say "boobies!". I blow air around her nipples. I look into her eyes and smile at her. Her eyes shine a beautiful glow. I look her over. Her whole being is so radiant. I touch her nipples. I kiss her.....boobies. I kiss her nipples.
I caress her thighs, her knees, ankles, toes, feet, and the area between her toes. She laughs such a beautiful, joyful laugh. She kisses my cheeks, neck, ears, forehead, the top of my head, my lips,......she caresses my nipples.....oh that feels soooooooo good! I can physically feel all this even though this is just a vision....
Finally, my penis goes inside her pussy, and there is this explosion, this expansion, this hugeness, it's so big I don't really know how to describe it. I call it love. And I am no more. Yet I am.
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