Sex and My Experience with the Lord's Prayer Chakra Meditation

June 19th, 2008

I used my version of the Lord's Prayer to do the Lord's Prayer chakra meditation, and I had an incredible experience. I felt my heart expand and become as big as the entire universe plus many universes combined. It was mind-blowing. And I had an understanding of things that probably cannot even be described in words.

However, I will describe some things in words that can be described in words, to the best of my ability - mainly, the subject of sex. Yes, sex.

Understand that these are just my attempts at understanding and may or may not be truth.

You see, I use the Lord's Prayer chakra meditation quite often to balance and harmonise all my chakras. But the words used in reference to the sex - "Lead us not into temptation, and deliver us from evil" - I really felt those words needed to be changed since they could easily be misinterpreted or twisted to mean that sex is bad. These words were good for those times and those people.

So I changed the words to "The illusion is seen for what it is - A way for us to experience Truth, Love, Union."

Because, I believe the temptation that is being talked about here is really the temptation to be lost in the illusion, in the separation, the temptation to see the pleasure of sex as nothing more than the pleasure of nerve endings rubbing and stimulating each other - thus, the saying, "being treated like just a piece of meat" and so forth. The temptation - to see it as merely two beings in separate bodies, doing something random together that is momentarily pleasurable. The temptation, also, to be addicted to this pleasure, believing that happiness lies in this, when, in reality, happiness lies within, and we can indeed be happy for no reason.

And thus every religion cautions us against sex, some even going to the extreme of advising us to not have sex, period. Others, to not have sex before 'marriage', whatever that means.

The irony here is that the very reason this world, this illusion, was created, was so that we could have sex, and thus experience Union. You see, in the Oneness, it is impossible to experience Union - this can only exist when there is more than One - thus duality was created.

So why this belief that sex is bad?

I believe this belief exists not because sex is bad, but precisely because it is wonderful.

Not only wonderful, but it can lead us, if enacted consciously, with full intent, it can lead us back to that fully extended state known as Union and Oneness - perhaps, too quickly. More on this later.

You see, in order to play the Human Game, we needed two phases - in Phase One, we do everything in our power to limit us - with, in fact, believe it or not, full help from our Expanded Self, Our Inner Guidance, Our Child. Thus, we are born as powerless, helpless babies, totally dependent on others for our very survival - can't even talk or walk. This is how we experience the Divine Aspect known as expansion - we need to contract before experiencing expansion. The No-sex rule is indeed one of those things that limit us. You see, in Phase 1, all beliefs, all ideas, all idealogies, just HAD to be distorted to hide the Truth - just enough for us to survive, and maybe eve thrive a little bit, but not too much, not enough for us to actually expand too much.

Once we reach Phase 2 - and the timing is different for each individual - something she may even have decided even before birth, which, by the way, is the reason why it's best not to judge others for what we consider to be their distorted beliefs - perhaps they just wish to play the game a little longer - best to just send them love and blessings - well, this is when we learn and maybe even experience more and more of Truth, and for some, it is a big WHAM! all at once, and for others, a trickle at a time.

Now, imagine going to all the trouble of creating this illusion, using so much energy and power, and then, having conscious sex at, say, age 14 or 15, and reaching our fully expanded state, or Oneness, and going back to the Light. Well, not much time to play the human game, is it? No fun, you see. But it is also a loss for our parents, who have invested so much of their happiness, pride, energy, resource and fuel on us, only to lose us to conscious death, because it is indeed a death, albeit conscious - it feels like a loss to them, because they too, like most of humanity, still thinks that happiness lies outside of us.

Of course, most of humanity still does not have conscious sex, and so still have not reached that Oneness, though quite a significant number have reached Enlightement, or Transcendance, which is pretty close, like a taste of Oneness - the reason, being all the cultural negative beliefs and guilt around sex.

So, why then have my Inner Guidance inspired me with these words and inspired me to post them here, now? Why let the cat out of the bag now? Why spill the beans now? Why reveal all this now?

Because, I believe, humanity is ready, and have collectively decided that we want to play a new Game. In fact, when I went on a shamanic journey a few months ago, I saw a vision of humanity in the future when we will no longer need duality or illusion to experience Love, Union and Ecstasy - merely, the memory of illusion or duality would be enough.